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Jeremiah 33:3 : "Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know." John 3:16 : "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." Psalm 23:1 : "The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not lack." Matthew 7:7 : "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you."

John 15:5 : "I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruits; for without Me you can do nothing." Matthew 6:21 : "For where your treasure is, there is your heart will be also." Philippians 4:13 : "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." 2 Corinthians 12:9 : And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness."

Hi, i'm Yvonne Isabelle Ling, the girl who is descended and ascended again on 29Aug'09. Studying in Kranji Sec 2C, and a member of CHC! :D Cell group? W279! XD I'm an outing going person sometimes, but sometimes also quite moody and shy. Join children church on 21march'08, invited by Crystal! Currently a member of TXY, qunying xD And i love writing too, currently writing my second novel.

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Hey Guys, i have to post this today.
This is so important to me.
Todat's svc is wonderful. Seriously.
Singing 'God of my forever' suddenly tears roll down from my eyes, and i dunno why.
Pastor tell us about the importance of 'forgiveness'
It's seriously amzing. Now i want to forgive whoever that hurts me before.
Esp my parents.
Last time...like p5 lah..
My parents started to quarrel very badly, daily...
They will never stay peaceful just for 1 day...
And i begin to develop hatred in them.
It's a torture...everyday come back home from school i have to hear screamings and vulgarities...
Slowly, i started to speak vulgar too.
Nasty words came out from my mouth and speak to ppl around me.
I rmb my dad slapped me when i once speak in front of him...
But, he's the one who teaches me how to speak vulgar, he got no right to slap me.
I begin to hate my family, SERIOUSLY HATE THEM.
I rather go to hell than to stay here.
A primary 5 girl always thinking of dying...
Even my mum try to suscide too. I stop her from cutting herself or jumping off the window for many times...
I even throw away all the sharp materials in my hse, and trying to lock the windows when i go to school.
Everyday, i will rush back from sch asap to see whether my mum is still survive or not...
Sometimes, i can hear screamings and crying from 1st floor, where my hse at 8th floor. Those days had driven me crazy, LIKE HELL!!!!
Some nights, abt 3-5am, my mum will suddenly pull me up from sleep and beaten me up.
I even fight with my mum before...
I cry and cry everyday, until someday, i stop crying. No tears can come out from my eyes again. Just like a robot without feelings...
She scolded me nasty words, very nasty and disgusting words...That i still clearly rmbed today.
I've been such an angry and vulgar girl. None of my day is happy.
Until 21march2008, crystal brought me to city harvest children church, my life changed.
I give my heart to Christ and i know that Jesus is a wonderful Savior...Thank You Father...thank you for choosing me....thank you for watching me at Heaven.
Pastor say when i cry, God saw and God cried...
Praise the Lord, my parents seldom quarrel now and their relationship getting closer and closer.
My mum super seldom scold me now. Yay^^
I really really really want to thank Crystal for bringing me to church. If she didn't bring me to church, i will never be who i am today, maybe i'm died now...
Okay back to the topic, it's really hard, REALLY HARD for me to forgive my parents, esp my mother. Torturing and abusing me everyday when i'm primany 5.
I receive the altar call today by pastor Kong, teared, cried, weeping, my hands shaking, my body growing goosebumps...
I feel Holy Spirit landing on me.
Fear and hatred releasing out from my soul and my body...Burst into tears again, crying non-stop.
I heard ppl screaming, crying aloud, vomitting, falling onto the floor, hitting the cell group leaders...
I believe that TODAY,is going to be the day when lives will change.
Whenever i sing 'God of my forever',i will remember the time when i get torture from my parents, when i'm in children church.
The first few month when i get into children church, life is still not so peaceful.
The reason i keep going chuch is because, i dun wan to go home during my weekend.
And after the children church svc, i'll go to a garden nearby my house and and stare at the plants, praying...thinking not to go home until 6pm.
(if not i tot children church is a boring and childish place, going church is just to let me escaping from home, but who knows? i get to know Jesus:) )
I will always hate singing this song, because this song let me think of sad and angry memories. I sang it today, and i cried...
But still, thank you Jesus for letting me to know You. You are wonderful...You changed my life...
Father, thank You and I love You.